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Balance
02:54
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It's hard to imagine that we're honest when we speak
I wanna acknowledge that I'm flawed and I feel weak
I'm tired of the silence in my eyelids while I sleep
It's all a delusion when you're manic and on your knees
I won't sink in
Tell my mother tell my father
I won't sink in
Tell my mother tell my father
That I'm alright
I'm alright
Something inside me doesn't feel right in my head
It moves like a sickness through my body into my lips
The illusion of madness slowly eating through my chest
I feel out of balance when I'm wearing myself thin
I won't sink in
Tell my mother tell my father
I won't sink in
Tell my mother tell my father
That I'm alright
I'm alright
Tell my mother tell my father
That I'm alright
I'm alright
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2. |
Rather B Dead
03:01
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Are you bored or are you just sad
When you're drinking it up on a Tuesday binge
I don't really wanna be like them
I just know that I'd rather be dead
Yeah
I'd rather be dead
Yeah
I'd rather be dead
Rather be dead
Yeah
I'd rather be dead
I'll be fine if I make it out this time
And was it all my fault
Never meant to fuck you up
And I've been so stuck in the middle of this
Guess I wasn't thinking again
And I'll be fine if I make it out alive
Crushing it up on a Saturday night
When you're trying to forget that you wanted to die
I don't think it was really that bad
I just know that I'd rather be dead
Yeah
I'd rather be
I'll be fine if I make it out this time
And was it all my fault
Never meant to fuck you up
And I've been so stuck in the middle of this
Guess I wasn't thinking again
And I'll be fine if I make it out alive
I'm all alone while you're sitting around
Always trying to make up your mind
I'd like to think that you'd figure it out
By now and maybe wanna try
I'll be fine if I make it out this time
And was it all my fault
Never meant to fuck you up
And I've been so stuck in the middle of this
Guess I wasn't thinking again
And I'll be fine if I make it out alive
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3. |
Friends
02:57
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I know you're tired
Of feeling alone
What's on your mind
While you're crying on the phone
Now there's something that I gotta say
Probably don't wanna hear it anyway
Know you're always saying that I think too much
But maybe in another life
We give it another try
I wanna know how we got here
I've been giving up for all my life (all my life)
How low do we have to go here
Seems to go nowhere most of the time
I know you're lost
From seeing too much (yeah)
What's on your mind
While you're feeling out of touch
Now there's something that I gotta say
Probably don't wanna hear it anyway
Know you're saying that I think too much
But maybe in another life
We give it another try
I wanna know how we got here
I've been giving up for all my life (all my life)
How low do we have to go here
Seems to go nowhere most of the time
I wanna know how we got here
I've been giving up for all my life
I wanna know how we got here
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4. |
So Dramatic
02:28
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How do you feel when you're crawling
On your knees
I get so sick of overthinking
How do you feel when you're crying
And get caught up in
Something so overdramatic
Yeah you're probably right
Think I'm over it this time
You're so confident
This conversation is underwhelming yeah
You might be right
Yeah I'll probably lose my mind
At least I'm lost in it
Everything is temporary
What do you do when you're lonely
And life gets ugly
Shit my bad I was only calling
Yeah I get it you think I'm boring
You're annoying
Bite your tongue if you don't know me
Yeah you're probably right
Think I'm over it this time
You're so confident
This conversation is underwhelming yeah
You might be right
Yeah I'll probably lose my mind
At least I'm lost in it
Everything is temporary
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5. |
2morrow
03:10
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Where are you going
I just wanna know how you're feeling now
What are you doing
I just wanna know we can work this out
I know you're feeling something
A revelation coming
Just keep telling yourself you're gonna be fine it's alright
It isn't always perfect
Seems like you don't deserve it
I know it feels like you're just out of your mind
So just wait till tomorrow
And when you wake up get out of your head
Just hold that feeling you follow
And when it comes back just take it all in
Why are you screaming
I just wanna know what you think about
Get a little bit closer to healing
I just wanna know that you feel this out
So just wait till tomorrow
And when you wake up get out of your head
Just hold that feeling you follow
And when it comes back just take it all in
I've been so tired of holding my breath
Why can't I let it go
Don't wanna think about when I was a mess
I gotta shake it off
So just wait till tomorrow
And when you wake up get out of your head
Just hold that feeling you follow
And when it comes back just take it all in
So just wait till tomorrow
(I know you're feeling something)
So just wait till tomorrow
(I know you're feeling something)
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6. |
Chinatown (ft. Yuno)
03:38
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Took a walk to Chinatown
Can never find my way around
The days they seem to melt away
Not really feeling anything and it’s just like a
Rush to my head
Don’t tell me to go back
I really wanna let you know I’m missing ya
I’ve been dreaming about this
And I just think its funny, but I’ll be fine
I’ve been thinking we should probably get away
I’m over everything and never really thinking straight
But don’t you worry I know that we’ll find a way
This city has its way of always taking everything
This city has its way of always taking everything
This city has its way of always taking everything
(Yuno)
Let go if you wanna
I know this place blows
I can see it’s getting you low
It gets old I feel like I’m wasting away
Case closed I see why you’re running from it
I can feel it I can feel the weight and it’s bringing me down
But I can see that if I’m down to wait it’ll come back around
I miss this city I don’t know how to feel about it
I won’t leave cause I don’t think I could live without it
I’ve been thinking we should probably get away
I’m over everything and never really thinking straight
But don’t you worry I know that we’ll find a way
This city has its way of always taking everything
This city has its way of always taking everything
This city has its way of always taking everything
I’m losing hope cause I’m hopeless
Can’t even figure out where I’m going
Just need another moment
To figure out my life and I’ll be fine
I’ve been thinking we should probably get away
I’m over everything and never really thinking straight
But don’t you worry I know that we’ll find a way
This city has its way of always taking everything
This city has its way of always taking everything
This city has its way of always taking everything
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7. |
Choke
02:55
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On a cold day
Riding the line to get my head straight
Everyone around me feels so fake
I just wanna know if I'm giving up this time
Maybe I'm out of my mind
When did it get so bad
I start to choke on every word I've ever said
When I wake up I wanna get it right
Give myself a try
I just need to give myself another chance
And clear my head out
Stare at the ceiling
All of my thoughts they feel so desperate
Everything I love I end up hating
I just wanna know that I'm hanging on this time
Maybe I'm out of my mind
When did it get so bad
I start to choke on every word I've ever said
When I wake up I wanna get it right
Give myself a try
I just need to give myself another chance
And clear my head out
Slow down
Feel it all
Hold me up
Pull me out
When did it get so bad
I start to choke on every word I've ever said
When I wake up I wanna get it right
Give myself a try
I just need to give myself another chance
And clear my head out
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8. |
Harley
03:03
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I wanna ride on your harley
I wanna die old and ugly
My crooked teeth see right through me
When did I get oh so lonely
Feels like I'm losing it
I cry at the happy shit
And where has my mind been
I just wanna get high and
Slide out
Nothing feels the same but I'm never gonna change or
Slow down
All the shit I hate I just force myself to fake it
I wanna drive in your semi
So we can ride all through the night
And we'd make love until sunrise
I want something else I can't give myself
Slide out
Nothing feels the same but I'm never gonna change or
Slow down
All the shit I hate I just force myself to fake it
Laid out 4AM
I picture you inside of my head
And I love when you pull me in
I could follow you until the end
I just wanna get high and
Slide out
Nothing feels the same but I'm never gonna change or
Slow down
All the shit I hate I just force myself to fake it
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