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Disruptor

by Middle Part

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1.
Get Fixed 03:05
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Push me back until I trip Eyes locked up until they twitch 17 bounce around my head Don’t need a brake to get fixed And now I’m getting older Why’d I do me so bad Fell asleep till monday morning To lose 10 years like that Is it a sign I’m going under or am I losing my edge I miss my old bed The red one in a car shape, I liked that And when I sober up I just get so sad Alone inside a room with all my old friends, I hate this Wake up, hit send to tell the same old story Sit down, strap in, way to go you’re losing I know that I’m wasting my breath when I talk to you like this I swear to god you’re a mess, stop trying to be somebody else Lick the blood right off my lips Get back up and stay compressed Bet you're better off losing all your friends When you dull yourself to fit in And now we’re getting older Why’s it drain me like this Will this amateur performance piece be the death of me? The death of me Wake up, hit send to tell the same old story Sit down, strap in, way to go you’re losing I know that I’m wasting my breath when I talk to you like this I swear to god you’re a mess, stop trying to be somebody else Maybe I’m alone because I’m spiteful Will I ever get the chance to win? I know it’s not about my arrival But why do I keep walking towards the edge? I hate this! Wake up, hit send to tell the same old story Sit down, strap in, way to go you’re losing I know that I’m wasting my breath when I talk to you like this I swear to god you’re a mess, stop trying to be somebody else
2.
Nowhere 02:48
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When I wake up I wanna feel like I’m somebody else When I wake up I wanna drive to where there’s no one else And I tried and I tried to keep everything inside of me While I’m running to someone to validate me or something And I cried and I cried to keep anything alive in me Take my dignity, comfort me, I’m killing off my pride Fall in love, to heal my shame Break apart, to feel something In the end, in the end I’ll be going nowhere I’ll be fine, I feel like I’m somewhere In the end, in the end I’ll be going nowhere I’ll be fine, I feel like I’m somewhere now Be quiet How can you be mad at them but not yourself? So clouded Why did you become something that didn’t help? But I tried and I tried to be anything but tied to the part of me That only sees the problems that are mine It’s alright, its alright I would rather be inside watching television While you’re out there running from your life Fall in love, to heal my shame Break apart, to feel something In the end, in the end I’ll be going nowhere I’ll be fine I feel like I’m somewhere In the end, in the end I’ll be going nowhere I’ll be fine, I feel like I’m somewhere now
3.
Isabelle 03:09
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You were so quiet till you finally gave up At the edge of the bed you cried about money and work I couldn’t love you, but I tried till it hurt Do you still think about the scent of my shirt, cause I still think about you I don’t know if it’s in my head When I wonder why everything never made that much sense One day I’ll get around to call you, and tell you I’m sorry about everything and maybe you’ll call me and wanna try again You were so angry by the time that I left How long did it take to pull my picture off your desk? Was it a freak out, or just something I said I’d settle myself to lay next to you again cause I still think about you I don’t know if it’s in my head When I wonder why everything never made that much sense One day I’ll get around to call you, and tell you I’m sorry about everything and maybe you’ll call me and wanna try again If I had the chance I bet I’d try to lose myself in you a second time And I know I’m right But I’m scared that I’d become another version of me that’s too simplified It’s not worth the fight I don’t know if it’s in my head When I wonder why everything never made that much sense One day I’ll get around to call you, and tell you I’m sorry about everything and maybe you’ll call me and wanna try again I don’t know if it’s in my head When I wonder why everything never made that much sense One day I’ll get around to call you, and tell you I’m sorry about everything and maybe you’ll call me and wanna try again
4.
Superstar 02:51
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Suddenly I don’t want any part of this Maybe I’ll try to find another way to Finally get out of bed, get away from the center Leveled out when nothing’s left go on another bender Give it up all I got now Is a little bit of money Nowadays Everyone’s a superstar I’ll die before I figure it out I’ll try to push it all the way down I said I’d never come back but I did cuz I missed it Pulling me back in I’ll die before I figure it out Suddenly I don’t feel any permanence No matter how I try I can’t lift myself up out of Anything that gets me through and away from the center Lie to me myself and you Go on another bender I’ll die before I figure it out I’ll try to push it all the way down I said I’d never come back but I did cuz I missed it Pulling me back in I’ll die before I figure it out Everyone right now is looking for a little meaning When you cry about all the things you stopped believing But I don’t think you’ve got to be anyone else at all When you get home superstar I’ll die before I figure it out I’ll try to push it all the way down I said I’d never come back but I did cuz I missed it Pulling me back in I’ll die before I figure it out I’ll die before I figure it out I’ll try to push it all the way down I said I’d never come back but I did cuz I missed it Pulling me back in I’ll die before I figure it out
5.
Echo 02:56
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Lost without an echo Can’t find a way to let go All the ways I prayed for anything to get a little better Maybe it’s the weather Let’s be honest my depression is the only thing that listens While I’m trippin over nothing Close your eyes and wave goodbye Lie awake and face the night Lick you up and try to find A better waste of time I’ll burn before I give in I’d die to give it a chance I’ll try to make it make sense But if life is worth the effort why’s it never paint the picture that you wanted That you wanted (x5) That you want At the center of your problems There’s another stupid drama Another kid on the mend after hitting bottom I got what i expected But I’m so cliche I missed the point Lost the plot will I ever hit the target I’ll burn before I give in I’d die to give it a chance I’ll try to make it make sense But if life is worth the effort why’s it never paint the picture that you wanted That you wanted (x5) That you want Close your eyes and wave goodbye Lie awake and face the night Lick you up and try to find A better waste of time I’ll burn before I give in I’d die to give it a chance I’ll try to make it make sense But if life is worth the effort why’s it never paint the picture that you wanted That you wanted (x5) That you want
6.
Spin 4 U 02:38
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I know The pills they make you vomit I can see you’re tired Just keep trying Just keep trying Just keep trying And when you wake up I’ll call and hear you cryin’ Hope you know I’d die for you I’ll die for you I’ll die for you I’ll die Just please don’t give up Go dancing by the ocean If I can’t make earth spin for you I’ll spin for you I’ll spin for you I’ll spin for you And I know The chemo makes you tired And life doesn’t feel light But if you’re trying I’ll keep trying I’ll keep trying I’ll keep trying I’ll keep trying I’ll keep trying I’ll keep trying I’ll keep trying I’ll keep trying I’ll keep trying I’ll keep trying
7.
Dial * 03:07
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Lie in my room on the floor talk to nobody I’m up to my neck in my own shit give up on myself 13 days no shower everything I do goes south in my head 3 days clean no powder gotta sell me something, something Crawl my way out Fall all the way down Sit on the phone dial star while I call out for help Tell me your name so I won’t slip and fall off the shelf I wonder when we’ll talk again, hotline operator will you be my friend Sitting on the cold cement, I got 1 whole year till I break my head Crawl my way out Fall all the way down Crawl my way out Fall all the way down Take a breath push it down Just leave your body now Crush yourself bleed me out Remove yourself completely Take a breath push it down Just leave your body now Crush yourself bleed me out Remove yourself completely I can’t I can’t Crawl my way out Fall all the way down Crawl my way out Fall all the way down
8.
All That I Wanted 03:14
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Fell out of touch 2 months of heartache Were we in love? Was I the problem? You’ll heal from your pain We’re not that much different/ Just want you to stay cause/ All that I wanted was you To myself All that I wanted was you To myself Fall back in place I’ll fit where I’m needed I know that you hate Your childhood demons And I’ll be away But just for a moment It burns when I stay to keep watching you leave I want you To myself All that I wanted was you To myself We get drunk and we sleep in I wake up, kiss your feet, and I’m late to my day job again You got sick and I caught it I really just wanted another excuse to stay in I just want you To myself All that I wanted was you To myself
9.
Untitled 9 02:56
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All of my friends they seem to hate the way I talk about myself the way I talk about them And when I’m dead will they forget about the light I was before I fell to the back of my head Try to be alone till I become myself again I’ll try to be alone till I become myself again It’s hard to pretend Don’t you look down Feels like you’re someone else when you stare in the mirror And zoom back out Seems in life you get what you get Get what you get You get what you get Follow this sense will I ever stop to think about What every part of it meant in my head Knees in my chest to have another messed up thought About getting sick of all the fucked up things that I’ve said Try to be alone till I become myself again I’ll try to be alone till I become myself again It’s hard to pretend Don’t you look down Feels like you’re someone else when you stare in the mirror And zoom back out Seems in life you get what you get Get what you get You get what you get Spent too much time worried about all the shit in my life That’s simply out of my hands With patience I, I’ve gotta try to get back to the place Where I’m happy again Don’t you look down Feels like you’re someone else when you stare in the mirror And zoom back out Seems in life you get what you get Get what you get You get what you get
10.
Outro 02:18

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released April 26, 2024

Produced by
Middle Part (Track 1-10)
Michael Andrews (Track 1, 2, 4, 7-9)
Richie Quake (Track 1)
Frank Corr (Track 3)
Ryan Kaiser (Track 4)
Harrison Lipton (Track 4)
Taylor Van Ginkel (Track 5)
Seb Isaac (Track 5)
Devon Corey (Track 10)
Jake Nuffer (Track 10)

Written by:
Andrew Selkow (Track 1-10)
Brian Zaremba (Track 1, 3-9)
Michael Andrews (Track 1, 4, 7-8)
James McDermott (Track 1, 4, 7-8)
Blake Maxwell (Track 1)
Harrison Lipton (Track 4)
Frank Corr (Track 3)
Caroline Sans (Track 3)
Taylor Van Ginkel (Track 5)

Mixed
& Mastered by: Devon Corey

Art Direction
& Photography by: Pete Suski

Design by: Tate Shockley

Additional Instrumentation by: Henry Heissenbuttel

Additional Vocals by:
Caroline Sans
Amanda Bantug

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